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18.07.03 - 9:09 a.m. Yeah.. From such a bad day becasue my brother pissed me off to ah- who cares about anything but being happy is a good thing. I made a vow to eat even more healthy than I have and make a consious effort to try and loose weight. I am ready to feel much better about myself. Now for what you've all be patiently awayiting, my friday 5. 1. When was the last time you cheated? In 5th grade I told this kid I would pay him for the answers to a timed math quiz. I never did pay up. 2. When was the last time you stole? I took a prayer pook from my grandparents attic- I did put it back but that was about 6 or 7 years ago. 3. When was the last time you lied? joking?- couple of days ago to hide something small?-about a month ago 4. When was the last time you broke or vandalized another's property? Yesterday I threw away my brothers bottle becasue he leaves it out all the time and can't ever clean it himself. 5. When was the last time you hurt a loved one? I guss MM was mad at me last night becasue I've come to terms with a lot recently and he kept apologizing and when I told him he doesn't need to apologize be casue he's been doing the samething forever and I've gotten used to it so I actually had fun last night instead of get mad. - He got mad and asked if I was basically saying "you already fucked up and it's too late, don't worry about it"- to which I said no- and told him "NOT AT ALL- get over yourself- it's not all about you! Grow up and realize IT DOSN'T BOTHER ME! Don't start to apologize now for being you - just fucken have fun! life is short!" - So I'd have to say I think he got upset at that. But he always worries and complains and that bothers me more than anything so I got over it and I am juat focusing on making myself happy than try to appease his every injury and injustice.
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