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14.10.03 - 12:07 a.m. I cry those warm tears that hurt so much becasue you don't. I have to talk about it to resolve it. Getting out the way I feel about your family and feeling like you understand was a relief. I felt that I was just saying what you felt and I was reassured by your positive responce. I only want what the other two want- to be part of your family and help make you the feel support of a family and the love. To behonest I can't blame Sara because when I got upset this evening I was thinking pretty irrational too and I thought some bad words but I am too much of an old soul to know angry words don't solve anything. I am sorry if any of my thoughts or feelings I expressed are contradictory to those you have. But given the information I have and the situation I am in all I can do is gather more information.
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