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25.08.03 - 9:28 p.m. OK, so I've got to say thing are never really that bad. Mike did get up and come with me to campus where Gator Ally was closed so we could get no lunch. I did get to show him how small the campus is, I know he was bored out his mind and really was just angry inside about having to get up at 11 to get dragged around the campus with not much to see. Then we went back to his house, ate breakfast and then I stupidly agreed to lay down for a half hour, only to be the most relaxed and overwhelmed with love (and lust) to last for years.(Ok maybe only 1/2 hr afterwards I WANT MORE DAMNIT heh) I needed that so bad. I still do need some good relax time- with nothing else to do, so hopefully I'll get up early in the morning, do some stuff and go over there and hang out(in an empty house cross my fingers.) I am also egarly anticipating now the start of school - only becasue I only have one class on Friday heh. So I ran away from an excited guy (no matter how bad I wanted it, he HAD to get ready for work) to come clean the pool for Jenna and her new work "friends" to come over. Only to find just her and a guy Rob, who personally sometimes was ok but mostly bored the shit out of me. Being the great person she is she took us out to Double T for dinner where I had a yummy loaded baked potatoe and the coolest dessert ever- a triangle chocolate mousse. oh so good, I saved Mike a piece and ran up to Best Buy to grab a cable for my new monitor(cross those fingers still.) The first thing I thought when I saw him was how bad I wanted to be cuddled up with him again, feeling exactly how I imagined, like we are the only two people in the world. I really hope I can finish college without going through this all the time, so many feelings and dreams that the begining of each season that never get carried out. We'll have to see.
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